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STARTING ANEW

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 06:00:58 GMT

I'm desperate to start anew.

lithiumized lithiumized lithiumized lithiumized lithiumized

Open to everyone. :)

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 10:46:47 GMT

You told me they left you; I tell you, you just walked away.

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 10:47:37 GMT

What can I say about it?

We've had a couple of quizzes, lots of homework and lessons since the first day.

We've had orientation after orientation, hearts broken, sad faces, happy faces, new faces, Super DDs, GIFT and Guild confusions, people secretly campaigning for new positions, old friends, new friends, laugh trips, a few tears, rain, extreme heat, among many others.

Oh, and that ever-looming reminder that we're leaving at the end of the year.

How's that for a first week? I can't say it was boring. But I suspect I've been too sleepy to actually enjoy it like I should.

I like my class quite a lot. Of course we have yet to build a rapport, but I think that'll be relatively easy. Everyone's very nice and fun. I like being in the class. It's been productive for me.

On Monday, the batch'll be introduced to the electives. For now, my elective still is a floating issue, so I temporarily signed up for PR 1. I hope there'll be a friendly face or two there.

Tired. I need to sleep. Zzz.

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 11:47:09 GMT

I'm in Room One.

Want me to look you guys up? I'm going to school tomorrow. :)

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 11:15:22 GMT

I've been on a downloading spree since I got Limewire. Ngayon pa, kung kailang pasukan na. Tch.

I'm technically back in school a week early, but I am so not complaining. The joy.

Bleh. I've been on a poem writing spree, too. Only a couple of people have seen them; it's over a site everyone probably knows but.. hm.. shall we say, restricted to most.

Zzz. Off to download more.

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 12:32:17 GMT

Because dianarita and I were bored. >D

You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.

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Mysterious

92%

Eyes full of Pain

92%

Passion

67%

Diamond Eyes

42%

What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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You scored as Neither. You think neither like a man or a woman. What you are you may decide for yourself. Most people will consider you strange, Alien, weird or funny. You are probably quite interesting.

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Neither

61%

Either

46%

Male

46%

Female

25%

Should you be MALE or FEMALE?*
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You scored as Bisexual. You're a free-spirited bisexual. You like both guys and girls, and what someone has between their legs won't stop you from loving them.

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Bisexual

67%

Trendy bi

67%

Straight

58%

Big dyke!

17%

How much of a lesbian are you?
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You scored as Normal Average Girl Next Door. Like The Questions Say As Long As You Look OK Ur Good

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Normal Average Girl Next Door

83%

Gothic

50%

Ghetto Fabulous

Little Girl

Reggaeton Music Video Girl

What Kind Of Sexiness Do U Have?
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You scored as Somewhat hot. You are not doing bad. You can get guys okay and you do not go through them all too fast. In my opinion you are respectable.

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Not very good..

67%

Somewhat hot

67%

Guy magnet

17%

Are you good at getting guys?
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You scored as Somewhat hot. You are not doing bad. You can get guys okay and you do not go through them all too fast. In my opinion you are respectable.

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Not very good..

67%

Somewhat hot

67%

Guy magnet

17%

Are you good at getting guys?
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You scored as Sagittarius. You get along best with the sign of Sagittarius. Although Sagittarians can be difficult, or argumentative, they are very enthuastic and optimistic by nature as well. Sagittarians have a strong affinity and interest in matters conserning philosophy and truth. Sagittarians always strive to find new ideas, and higher levels of thinking. They like to roam from place to place in search of adventure. They are wise beyond their years.

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Sagittarius

90%

Libra

85%

Aquarius

80%

Aries

80%

Pisces

70%

Gemini

60%

Leo

60%

Capricorn

50%

Virgo

45%

Cancer

45%

Scorpio

25%

Taurus

25%

What sign of the Zodiac are you meant for?
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Sat, 03 Jun 2006 04:22:55 GMT

Get. A. Life. BUD.

Or at least make the most of the little you claim you've got. The world isn't all about you.

PATHETIC DUNGHEAD. Christ.

Fri, 19 May 2006 09:28:33 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GUADA MIKAELA LIM TAGALOG!

I just dropped to say that I've been around. I have nothing to write in here.

"You know, people like you are the reason I was afraid to go to school as a child."
- MYSTIQUE, in the movie X-Men

Mon, 15 May 2006 06:06:48 GMT

Hello, world.

So the rainy season has begun, and school will be resuming very soon. Allow me to say some words regarding that.

PPPUUUNNNYYYEEETTTAAANNNGGG IIINNNAAA.

The summer was loads of fun. I take back what I said about RGP2 being lonelier than RGP1. Oh yes. For in RGP2 I found another lesbian lover (kidding here, of course) and a son.

I can't choose one class over the other, though. They both housed so many lovely experiences and memories. :)

See you guys at the refresher courses. :|

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 11:45:51 GMT

Review classes won't be resuming until next week. Nice.

I miss The Masticators. Karl, Mike, Denise, and Diane, where art thou when I need you guys the most? Now, when boredom and several other factors are threatening to pull me apart? Haha, drama ba daw.

Oh God. I feel so... bad. Punyeta.

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 09:40:17 GMT

Review class tomorrow. Woo-hoo.

I'd just like to take this opportunity to announce that my Multiply account is now active. The site is up and running after the longest time of useless nothings. There isn't a whole lot in there yet, but hopefully that'd change soon.

Summmer fling don't mean a thing.

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 17:03:13 GMT

Caught this person in my crosshair earlier in school. Too bad my rifle was out of ammo. I couldn't fire a damn round. Choker.

Short and catchy, my friend. Short and catchy indeed.

Picked that up from dreamerslullaby's blog. That's Carlo (wave to the world, buddy). He's a family friend, and I've literally known him my whole life. Happy packing over there and drop me a line when you get to you-know-where.

It's the third of April. Woo.

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 14:59:52 GMT

PLUGGING MY JOHARI WINDOW.

This should be amusing.

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 10:29:30 GMT

Your Existing Situation
Under considerable stress due to the demands of the existing situation. Trying to extricate herself from the things which restrict her or tie her down.

Your Stress Sources
Unfulfilled hopes have led to uncertainty and apprehension. Needs to feel secure and to avoid any further disappointment, and fears being passed over or losing standings and prestige. Doubts that things will be any better in the future and this negative attitude leads her to make exaggerated demands and to refuse to make reasonable compromises.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Becomes distressed when her needs or desires are misunderstood and feels that she has no one to turn to or rely on. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.
Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.

Your Desired Objective
Wants to make a favorable impression and be recognized. Needs to feel appreciated and admired. Sensitive and easily hurt if no notice is taken of her or if she is not given adequate acknowledgment.

Your Actual Problem
Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety. Desires recognition and position, but is worried about her prospects. Reacts to this by protecting at any criticism and resisting any attempt to influence her. Tries to assert herself by meticulous control of detail in an effort to strengthen her position.

Click if you will.

This is saying something about me, I swear. About my current... whatevers.

Except for the sexual bit. But then again, it is my restrained characteristic. >D

1. Who do you miss the most?
+ The very person I've always been missing
2. Which song do you miss?
+ Westlife's Flying Without Wings
3. What food do you miss eating?
+ Sbarro's white cheese pizza slice/s
4. Which game/s do you miss playing?
+ Dance Revolution
5. What words do you miss hearing?
+ I love you. Haha, siyempre hindi. Hm.
6. What do you miss doing?
+ Smiling the way I did a couple of weeks back.
7. Who do you miss most among your friends?
+ Quite a lot, but I'd have to say Bea.
8. Which school do you miss the most?
+ World Of Music
9. What do you miss wearing?
+ A fecking bikini?
10. Which tv show do you miss watching?
+ Charmed
11. Do you miss your pet?
+ Don't have one.
12. Which province do you miss the most?
+ Laguna. Laguna girl at heart 'to.
13. In the opposite sex, who do you miss?
+ The very person I've always been missing. Heh. :|
14. Who do you miss among your teacher?
+ Sir Ronald Santos. Bad trip ka. :(
15. Who do you miss among your cousins?
+ Hm. anaesthetised and Mikey? :p I don't miss any of them, in a good context, of course.
16. Which emotion do you miss feeling?
+ Contentment
17. Subject/s you miss?
+ Campus Journalism.
18. Among your friends of the same gender, who do you miss the most?
+ Bea. AKA, my best friend.
19. What can you do before but cant anymore so you miss it?
+ Look forward to something every farking week.
20. Among your exes?
+ Not applicable.
21. Miss dating whom?
+ Ditto.
22. Voice you miss
+ Ilsa Malsi's
23. Miss the beach?
+ Mmm-hmm.
24. Godchildren you miss
+ Haven't got any.
25. Miss being with
+ Para na akong sirang plaka kapag diretsahan ko 'tong sasagutin.
26. Do you think someone misses you?
+ *shrugs*
27. Miss a friend who has departed?
+ Thankfully, that hasn't happened yet.
28. Classmate/s you miss
+ dolphink, no_chienne, Cha. Mostly.
29. Miss sharing stories n talking about stuff with
+ I can't think of anyone.
30. Miss saying to yourself: "Kaya pa yan."
+ "Ang saya mo. Grabe."

I FEAR...
[] the dark
[] staying single
[x] getting married
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[]being myself in front of others
[x] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] cats
[] dogs
[] birds
[] spiders and/or other insects
[] driving or being in cars
[] flying
[] being put to sleep
[] flowers or other plants
[x] being touched
[] fire
[] water
[] the ocean
[] pools
[x] failure
[] success
[] germs
[] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[x] mice/rat
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[] cemeteries
[] clowns
[] large crowds
[] demons or evil
[] crossing bridges
[] deathdying
[x] Hell
[] Heaven
[] being robbed
[x] being sexually assulted
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibility
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[] being punished
[] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[] snakes
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] poverty
[] ghosts
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains or railroads
[x] fear
[] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[] being blind
[x] being deaf
[] growing up

1. Tag 7 People
+ Seven times tag to all you guys.

2. Write 7 angry things:
+ Nags
+ Narrow-mindedness
+ Judgmentalism (?)
+ Anger. Of course.
+ Noisy people during an exam
+ Insensi(fucking)tivity
+ Liars (GO TO HELL)

3. Write 7 happy things:
+ The beach
+ Daniel my shuffle
+ Losing weight (hah)
+ Pen and paper
+ Good times with my mother
+ Francia family get-togethers (ultimate laugh trip)
+ Laugh trips. As in, those rare ones that last for at least a half hour.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PATRICK. :)

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 09:30:36 GMT

This entry is for no_chienne.

I'm sorry. I realized I never got around to saying it straight up. Fact of the matter was that I was too goddamn embarrassed to do so. That day, I know I wasn't quite understanding. I was hurt, too. And you know how my proud I can get. Coupled with what happened before that incident of ours, well... it threw me in a bad state. And I'm sorry for that.

He sucks, though. But I realized that he got me worse, or more, than I let on.

I'M SORRY, CHRISTINE.

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 10:32:02 GMT

It was the birthday of two great people today. Happy birthday to my dear Nikka and Ate Ilsa, whom I more fondly refer to as Ganda (hep, walang bastos na pag-iisip). Both are seventeen today. I'm leaving this post public for them to hopefully see it. Yes. <3

I'm giving this thing to KR tomorrow so she can install Y!M for me. Here I am crossing my fingers and fucking hope that it works. I miss it and the people I used to chat with so frequently. Funny, as usual, how much I took it for granted and dismissed it just as a passing asset then. I will never look at Y!M in the same way again, I tell you.

This day was pretty mixed-up for me. I was hyper, giddy, secretly angry, and altogether pensive. I failed to mention that during the weekend in Lipa, I gave myself bangs. And not just the thin fringe people wrongly dub as such.. I mean bangs as in across-your-forehead-kiddie-style ones. I believe that I now look like I did back in kindergarten, but people had more to say than that. Mom says I now effing remind her of Padre Damaso (bristly bangs and all). My uncle says he doesn't like it; that it's too weird. Classmates laughed at it. Friends said it looked fine. Some people would probably go for "pucha parang bunot" or something along those lines.

Truth is, I rather enjoyed it. It makes good therapy, yes. :)

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 10:40:22 GMT

I really, really need as many distractions as possible, and the fair just happened to coincide with it. For that I am so extremely grateful, as there are many things to do. Yes.

JANUARY 20-22 (Friday to Sunday): HIMIGsikan
THE BOOTH OF THE MAC INSTRUMENTALISTS: The Macrocosm
+ January 20 and 21 (Friday and Saturday) only, from 11:00 AM to 4:00 PM, at the Arts Hall (by the Red Tiles).
+ Php 25 entrance fee; inclusive of air conditioning and performances from everyone in the club.

** SCHEDULE OF PERFORMANCES **
DAY ONE (January 20; Friday)
First Performer (11:00 AM to 12:30 PM): Sophomores
Second Performer (1:00 PM to 2:00 PM): Freshmen
Third Performer (2:00 PM to 3:00 PM): Juniors
Fourth Performer (3:00 PM to 4:00 PM): Seniors

DAY TWO (January 21; Friday)
First Performer (11:00 AM to 12:30 PM): Seniors
Second Performer (1:00 PM to 2:00 PM): Juniors
Third Performer (2:00 PM to 3:00 PM): Freshmen
Fourth Performer (3:00 PM to 4:00 PM): Sophomores

THE THIRD YEAR MAC INSTRUMENTALISTS ARE...
Guada Tagalog: lead/rhythm
Klarisse Cruz: rhythm
Pat Asuncion: bass
Ellaine Briones: rhythm/lead
Vero Supetran: piano
Patricia Bautista: violin
Yu Chin Hong: flute
Allen Matocinos: saxophone
Nicole Severino: drums
Camille Modesto: drums
Pam Francia: bongos
AND THEY WILL BE PERFORMING EIGHT SONGS, FOUR EACH DAY, AND THESE SONGS ARE:
+ CHAMPAGNE SUPERNOVA - Oasis
+ DITO TAYO SA DILIM - Pedicab
+ KUNG WALA KA - Hale
+ EWAN KO - Soapdish
+ MR BRIGHTSIDE - The Killers
+ TAKE ME OUT - Franz Ferdinand
+ BOY BAND MEDLEY 1
+ BOY BAND MEDLEY 2

* prior to change; to be announced *

Please support the MAC Instrumentalists. Particularly our batch (I'm just loving my own, hah). :D

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 13:57:34 GMT

Seventy fucking percent and the fucking computer chooses the goddamn moment to fucking HANG.

Yes, ladies and gentlemen, THIS IS MY FUCKING LUCK.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 15:05:58 GMT

Call me shallow or what.

I just wanted to say something. I just don't know now if I forgot or if I had anything to say at all.

Don't you just hate the feeling of being at a literal loss for words? >C

Paulinians, can anyone tell me what the real plan is for Wednesday?

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 11:54:08 GMT

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	High
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Very High
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	High
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Very High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	High
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 13:12:03 GMT

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.

I was too chicken to put the answers in here. It's quite incriminating, see. >X

HELP ME. JESUS.

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 09:24:58 GMT

For the love of God, it is rather painful to be even slightly disappointed and forced to go into an idle mode. Especially by you guys. So I hope you do understand the situation and are holding no grudges against me for this.

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 11:29:00 GMT

THE RULES
(a) Post the names of (insert number here) of your favorite musicians.
(b) See who can guess which is your favorite song by each.
(c) Once someone guesses right, bold that row and include the song.

1. Dashboard Confessional - AGE SIX RACER savvy_elf
2. Finch - WHAT IT IS TO BURN anaesthetised
3. U2
4. Coldplay - SHIVER ijustplaytragic
5. Deftones - CHANGE (IN THE HOUSE OF FLIES) anaesthetised
6. Westlife
7. Vertical Horizon - BEST I EVER HAD kyoy
8. Josh Groban
9. Barbie's Cradle
10. Smashing Pumpkins - AVA ADORE anaesthetised
11. Oasis - DON'T GO AWAY anaesthetised
12. Alanis Morissette
13. Nirvana
14. Rampqueen - PROMENADE anaesthetised
15. Placebo - EVERY YOU EVERY ME anaesthetised

One song each lang mga iyan, ha.

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 10:18:37 GMT

I sprained my right middle finger, and it is currently bandaged along with my pointer. Till this heals, it means:

+ No guitar/bass playing for me
+ No proper writing
+ No proper typing

Great. How long will this last?

Anyway...

YOU. You're a dear classmate of mine, though you aren't so dear to me right now. What you did and what you have always tried to do was HORRIBLY UNCALLED FOR. How could you take it upon yourself to humiliate anyone, when in reality, you are one of the biggest mistakes of the room? Let's see if you can carry on being all cocky and insensitive if you get a failing grade.

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 09:42:56 GMT

Tagged by onestrangelass.

List five songs that you are currently digging - it doesn't matter
what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're
not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now.
Post these instructions and the five songs (with artist) in your blog.
Then tag five people to see what they're listening to.

1. FIVE YEARS - Sugar Hiccup (creepy and beautiful)
2. BLISS - Muse (wonderful and heartfelt - both lacking in this world these days)
3. AKAP - Imago (such a sweet song, and it's a bonus that I learned how to play it on the guitar)
4. COME ON - Ben Jelen (sentimental, aren't I?)
5. HALAGA - Parokya ni Edgar (one that makes so much sense)

I tag cunejo, savvy_elf, hatinggabi, seppuku_, and radio_slut (this IS how it's supposed to go, right?).

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOM. Yihee. :)

Jen, can you please e-mail me your list of members? I just want to make sure that the phone book, and the attendance sheet is accurate and matches with your record. Thanks. :)

I will take on this new point of view in life. I love it. I just have to convince myself.

...

:D